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Crate Obscure - 2005-11-08 15:15:44
The Steve Tyler pic was a low blow! LOL! You should have warned that it was unsafe for viewing by those who have any vision left.
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oomm - 2005-11-08 15:27:53
I always appreciate it when I spend all sorts of time searching my soul in an entry and the only thing that draws comment is the funny photo at the end.
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Crate Obscure - 2005-11-08 16:03:58
I'm just trying to meet your expectations. But seriously, we spoke about this yesterday, so you already know what I'm going to say.
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dlamming - 2005-11-08 16:25:10
I'll just go with: it sounds like this guy has hurt you pretty deeply. Once in a while, people do undergo a change of essence; but far more often, they stay the same, despite the best efforts of those that care for them.
Obviously what to do is up to you; but I think you owe it to yourself to find a relationship you can be happy in.
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oomm - 2005-11-08 16:25:33
no, I know, it's just that these are the kinds of entries that actually mean something to me and no one ever says a thing about them, it gets disheartening.
I feel like a chimp expected to churn out banana jokes all day.
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oomm - 2005-11-08 16:28:33
wrote that last bit before I saw dlamming's comment, thanks d for that. You know, I don't think Nick and I would ever be a lifelong relationship, but he's very close to people I'm close to and I really need to find a way to just be able to be near him without either wanting him or being repulsed by him, y'know?
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dlamming - 2005-11-08 16:33:32
Fortunately for me, there's only been a couple of people in my life I couldn't stand like that. I don't know how to deal with them though, as I don't ever see, talk to, or hear about them. Well, that's one solution, just not one that works for you. :)
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oomm - 2005-11-08 16:35:31
I've spent the last year segregating myself from people I love because it hurts too much to even consider looking in Nick's direction. Yesterday for the first time I thought maybe I could just get okay with it and move on, but we fall right back into old patterns of love or hate, there's no gray area. I'm never like that, I almost always stay friends with my ex's.
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dlamming - 2005-11-08 19:29:47
I've never stayed in contact with my ex's; they tend to be people outside of my immediate social circle. So I guess I'm lucky. I would think your friends should be supportive of you, and make Nick-free time for you. It's not like he needs to be invited every time your friends might want to get together with you.
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oomm - 2005-11-09 11:54:35
easier said than done, they're in a band, they live in england, if they're here it's usually touring. I do get to see Charley away from Nick, but I don't feel like I can go to the shows or hang around backstage with everyone because I don't want to see Nick.
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