Comments:

E-beth - 2005-08-31 13:32:04
I'd like to know what you deleted. Sometimes I have really twisted thoughts too and it scares me so much I can't tell anyone.

I miss you oomm. I'm glad you updated. All the people I used to enjoy reading the most have gone away. Don't leave ME!!
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oomm - 2005-08-31 14:20:51
check your comments. don't say I didn't warn you. I had so many funny things I wanted to update with before the funk. Maybe I'll try later. I won't be online while I'm on vacation though, so I will be leaving you for a week anyway, but don't fear I'll be back.
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Smed - 2005-08-31 14:46:57
I was always needing to be doing something as well - my vacations were always full of things and stuff and this and that. Eventually I just grew out of it, but I still try to be busy. I would say to relax but that's like throwing water on a drowning man.
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Vicki - 2005-08-31 15:44:11
Maybe I shouldn't have done it, but I did anyway, and I went to see what you had written to E-Beth. I know how worrisome that is to you but I have the same thing. Again, like you, I don't want to actually put them into words but suffice to say I have had horrible thoughts about everyone and everything I love at one point or another. And I don't think it's all that uncommon from what I've heard. I know it's troubling, but I think you're okay, hon. And I hear you on the living alone thing. I want to be by myself but then I get skeered. Right now I have it good. My brother lives with me but I don't really have to interact with him much, so I have the best of both worlds. I hope you feel better soon, sweetie. (((HUGS)))
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oomm - 2005-08-31 15:45:11
I'm okay relaxing, staying home with the family, lying on the sofa, reading, I have more anxiety about having to plan outings for everyone. I don't want to leave the house. Ever. Except to come to work, and then I don't want to drive, I just want to blink and be at work.
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